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[wywiad w Rolling Stone 1/1998]: "I definitely had an eating disorder. What was really frustrating for me was that everyone thought I was anorexic, and I wasn't.
"I was really depressed and self-loathing. For me, it wasn't about being thin, it was about getting rid of the bait attached to my body. A lot of it came from the self-loathing that came from being raped at the point of developing my voluptuousness.
"I just thought that if you had a body and if you had anything on you that would be grabbed, it would be grabbed. So I did purposely get rid of it."